Remember the time

We sang along with the music, while i was looking at your silly face.

I whisper beside your ears, expressing how much i do love you.

I gave you flowers, but fail to be a surprise.

I hold on your hand, and dance together with the song.

I hug you so tight, scared that the next moment you're gone.

You slept on my arm, and i was staring at you.

I look into your eyes all the time, believing that you're the last in my life.

I knew you're shivering so badly, and i gave my jacket for you.

You refuse to wear on my jacket and run around.
But in the end i had succeed to force you wear so.
You hug on me so tight as my heart tells me, i can't afford to lose you.
I just can't control my tears as i couldn't accept the truth that i'm not actually the first in your heart.

You're so caring, and different.

My mind just can't stop thinking about you, seriously.
I wish to be the one to go thru with you no matter where it takes.

Tornado

Weeks ago, I thought I have found someone reliable. Someone who can fits into my life as easy as it looks to be. However, it only last a week. But, the memories shall be written in my heart as a souvenir from her. The way she treat me was seriously caring. Never a girl would understands me a lil, even the tiny little things like wiping my tears after i made her angry. Eventhough she really broke up with me in a harsh way, mention that i'm her worst boyfriend ever and remove me completely. I believe that she did it the correct way due to what I've done to her was my biggest mistake! She's really a very very nice girl that I can't afford to Hurt anymore. Maybe, forgetting you is the only choice for us. I just keep on failing and failing. Tired of waiting for the day that truly comes.

Night in Singapore

Nearly two years my last came to Singapore. And i'm finally back! I like the clean environment here. After Diploma complete, i've plan to stay here for job. Same as usual, everyone is sleeping, while i'm still as awake as owl. Nobody's there to talk with. Guess i'm not friendly afterall.

Change me

People at my age have already started planning for their Future. But, ME? am still enjoying and care least on what's about to come. This is my pattern. Less care and lazy! I don't keep myself stress up with problems i couldn't solve or haven't occur. But time lead me to the day that i will meet up with the one who can get along with me and understood me more than i do. Till the day comes, i am no longer what i used to be. CHANGE ME!

Continue

Due to the previous blog (justakialone.blogspot.com)'s password has been Forgotten. Therefore, i create THIS! to continue my story. It's been eight months i never updated my previous blog and lots of stuff happened. Left few more semester before i graduate from Diploma in Multimedia Design. Hoping miracle appear soon. Even so, i didn't have imagine things changed. Friend became stranger.